Sunday, July 09, 2006
As you all know, I saw him last night. The story goes like this...Joseph happened to have tickets to the NYP full dress rehersal yesterday, so we went together. When the parade ended, everyone exited at the same time. It was so crowded(try to imagine), but somewhere in the distance, I spotted him with another girl. I did not dare to look further cos' I didn't want him to see me, at least not with another guy. He was carrying her bag, which led me to misconceptions about their relationship. I was so upset, I messaged the both of you. Awhile later, he sent an sms asking if that was me jus now. I replied: "Ya, and are you like attached?" He said no, that was his cousin, he came with a few of them but she forgot her bag, so he accompanied her to get it. I was so relieved, even though I don't know how true it is, I still choose to believe him. Joseph, sensing the change of mood in me, asked me what happened. He's over-protective and wants to know so much about me to the extent of coerced.Whenever we're in a crowded place, he always place a "protective" arm over me, which I would shrug away sometimes, if its been there for too long. Upon seeing Eric, I immediately kept a distance, rather awful of me I know, but I don't want Eric to misunderstand. After being compelled, I told Joseph about Eric, as well as how it was impossible for me to accept anyone at the moment. Guess he should understand by now... Love,
TomYum